Rest in peace, Toby.

Today, I found out that my dog passed away. 

My mother didn't want to tell me because I'm 6 hours away 

and she rather tell me when I come back home

but there was something inside of me that felt that something was horribly wrong

so I confronted her and she confessed that Toby had passed away last sunday. 

February 19, 2012. 

See what happened was that we rented a house

but we weren't allowed to bring him

so my father gave him to his worker so she could watch over him temporarily. 

Toby fell in love with her and her dogs and all was well.

But on sunday, Toby got a bit curious

and he dug under a fence and crawled into the next door neighbor's yard.

The dog next door was very territorial. 

He was also 3x the size of Toby.

So he attacked Toby and bit him hard on the neck. 

The owner of the big dog tried to protect Toby and hovered over him

but the big dog bit the owner just to get to Toby.

In the end, Toby couldn't handle his injuries

and he passed away. 

I think what upsets me the most is that I couldn't be there for his last moments.

And that he spent his last moments in pain.

That's not the way I wanted him to go.

He still had so many years ahead of him.

He should have died an old dog with tons of kids

peacefully with me at home.

[Toby helping us pack while we were moving]

He was my first dog.

I got him when I was in the 4th grade. 

I grew up with him. 

I honestly feel as if I just lost a family member. 

[Toby playing with my webcam features :D]

Rest in peace

Toby.

I love you.

xoxo

Rosie Anna

Filth

I am living in utter filth. 

Been away from blogger for a while because I've been having trouble adjusting to my living arrangements. 

[Editing pictures now for makeup :D]

Mainly with my roommate. 

Of course, this is a rant post.

First, the mess.

She brushes her hair and leaves hair everywhere! 

She doesn't bother to clean it so they start to bundle up on the floor and make little families with each other! 

The hair made it's way to the kitchen, in front of my door, and even my room! only because it sticks to the bottom of my shoes or feet >:O

The hair made it's way over to my weight scale in the bathroom. 

Which is so lovely. 

Really. 

Another thing.

See those towels? 

They've been there since september. 

They haven't been washed either.

And now stink of decaying water or something.

Oh and there's suppose to be a spot for my towel 

But every time I move hers over, mine gets thrown on the floor.

:O

Oh the infamous temperature problem between us. 

See that note?

It says 

"Can you wait till 11 to turn up the air please?"

Did you notice that the temperature is set at 66 degrees?

Did I mention that we go to school in the mountains

and the temperature is usually around 20-35 degrees every day? 

And in the morning, it likes to tip down to the teens. 

I WANT HEAT DAMMIT!

Honestly, this girl should live in an icebox!!
She opens her windows as well and leaves her door WIDE open so all the coldness can embrace me. 
>:(

Okay rant's over.

If anyone is wondering, I've had numerous conversations with her on all these problems.

But I'm usually met with the silent treatment where she just doesn't answer.

OR 

"I don't know what to say. I'm fine with it" 

Does anyone else have the roommate trouble blues? 

xoxo

Rosie Anna